Tuesday, November 08, 2005
look @ this cat, so cute. since young, i always like cats more than dogs. To me, they are just part of me. I always think i am a cat more than a human being. this was sent to me by adam. Don even know how he got this pix. Depresssion periods starting again. no idea when it is going to end. don even know what am i doing again. I used to hate shopping, but for the past 4 weeks, i been to almost all the shopping ctrs and hours of walking had been made me thin and my tummy is almost flat. Its so amazing. Of course, i not using this to lose weight, i just don feel like going home, so i rather hang around at the shopping ctr. Been to 10 over of giordano, bossini, hangten outlets......i already know what they are selling now........the prices already in heart too.........another 46 days to go.......so that i can walk around BKK city to shop again......now i am training my legs...... i am going to explore the whole of MBK.....
life has never been fair to anyone including me..... if you have $$$ you are great, if you have none, you don feel great!!! yday i call xxxx, don even know why i make the call..... for wat, to listen to his fustrations or wat, i also don know. its so sickening, if he can control, why i cant.......... just forget it........why make such a move or create trouble......maybe too long never pick a fight, feel like finding someone to complain or quarrel? but why in the first place, must choose him? get used to it men?? anyway, its all over, why bother to talk abt that thing again and again...... life is always so cruel and miserable........ you can only choose one not two or three. Its either you make the right choice or wrong choice. its up to you, but don regret on what you choose, the path has already been chosen and the journey has started.....no u-turning...........no more...............
it's me PEGGY again at [5:00 AM]
