Thursday, December 29, 2005
Wow...damn long never blog liao, cos very tired mah. just came back from Bangkok.....walk until the legs nearly drop.... shop till my pockets come back with a big hole...spend so much money buying things for my family......
You know what....before i went to BKK that afternoon, i took a half day leave.....to buy christmas present for Ney.... i bought a titus watch with the word "Tian chang ti jiu" engraved behind..... then i packed the boxes with the wrapper and hide it inside my luggage. Hee...hee...actually we already told each other that we will not be buying any christmas present but i quietly go and buy.... When we reached the hotel, i waited till he went shower then i quietly put inside his bag. When he opened up his bag, he was so surprised and was smiling so happily....I like to see him smile, it always brighten my days... Anyway, he really very happy with the present..but later i also realised that he also bought me a present, so happy....its a diamond necklace....so nice..... very touched indeed. The most memorable and bigger surprise was during christmas day....i woke up without realising that there was a christmas card beside me (he put beside me when i fell asleep the nite before). I only realised it when he was in the shower, i cant tell you wats the content, but the words that he wrote inside.....damn long sia....was very touching and i cried....i knew that he is the only one for me....really hopes that we can really be tian chang ti jiu...... anyway......we have already made plans for our future....will tell you once the timing is near....he....bye...cya
it's me PEGGY again at [10:12 AM]
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Oh...really really long long time never blog liao.... works were so stress for the past few weeks, my inbox were being hijacked almost everyday..... i am going crazy.... last sat, went for facial, wow...the session was damn long, almost two & half hours and it cost me 75 bucks for that..... no choice, want to become pretty have to spend money mah..... then after that went to buy 4D, i never see my face after the facial, i did not know it was so ugly....the ppl at the 4D booth looked at me like i was an alien..... then i faster rushed home lor. ney was waiting for me downstairs with karrie and then we brought nike and karrie to Kenneth's place to cut hair.... then after that i rushed to Bugis becos i got another appointment to do a hair treatment...... later went to bring the two dogs back to my house lor......my family can't recognise nike so poor thing, my father and brother after seeing karrie, immediately went to carry her, becos she is pretty than nike mah.. my mum also said that.....poor nike, nobody wants liao.....
anyway......next week i am going to BKK liao.....for wat? holiday lor and spend my christmas there lor.....really needs to release my stress...... i am almost half dead liao.......cya.......
it's me PEGGY again at [5:50 AM]
Friday, December 02, 2005
haiz.....i was sick yday....very sick...and i slept quite early yday abt 915pm....my mum still jio my uncle they all eat supper. i said i tired and continue to sleep becos i was SICK.......without taking any medicine.....ppl who knows me will know that i will not take medicine...for wat?
don really sleep well leh....these few nites had been tossing around, don know whats going on...... sleep until my pooh bear was on the floor this morning....
anyway...i had a bad dreams, scary dreams...i don want to talk, but when i woke up this morning, i cried....i cried three times this morning....i had been a clown....last time, now and in the future, i will still be a clown....don ask me what does that means....i don want to talk...only ney knows what's the meaning of being a clown....i had always been a clown bet the two person...always.....i had been a royal friend, always protective over my friends.....but what i get? retribution hah....i don know....really don know.....sometimes, i can feel what i have, sometimes i dont....why....can someone tells me why.....the things is so fragile, i wanted to hold but i scare that it will shatter once i lay my hand on it........i scare of having and then losing.......
i cried at my bus stop while waiting for bus....i was so scared....everything seems so unusual....seems unnatural....why........
third time, i cried on bus 89.......why, becos i saw him.........my heart was pounding fast but i know we can only be stranger..... i was hurt, i felt the knife being stabbed into my heart...very painful....too painful until, my tears just rolled down from my eyes...its uncontrollable....at least i know one thing, i had not forget him..... its too painful.........
it's me PEGGY again at [9:49 AM]
