damn sianz.... and quite sad. especially here alone sitting in the living room. Yday was a public holiday but for me its a busy day......today makes no difference as well. My legs are damn aching and pain due to the long standing and long working. My hands are covered with white spots, the paint spots lah..... haiya....everyone seems to be very helpful but ney and i too busy to appreciate becos of other issues...... too stress liao ....family problems problems problems.......when you are old, you really create problems to the children? yes or no? don ask me, ling bei don know. i also very stress as well.......now then i know one thing, stress can create problems between family, couple and everything......... a damn good and sad experience......a patient person when come to stress really can lost his mind......... things have happen over to my expection even before when i become a mrs i already guess what will happen. Anyway happens after that........that already become my responsibilities to give support and do what i have to do................ sometimes I think, life really quite cruel. depends on who you are first.....this is what we call the "yin guo" "bao ying". In your previous life, what you have done, will reflect in your present life.....learn to "ren ming" I have no choice lor..........since young, life to be has always been miserable.....and now, still miserable........... i thought i have found what i have found, but come to think.......... i still miserable..........."ming ku"
it's me PEGGY again at [1:50 PM]
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